暧昧 Part II

A simple convo on MSN, on a very simple email, sent by our common friend...

你不想去認真知道他有沒有另一伴，因為你會很傷心，可是你卻又要裝很大方的祝他幸福。
but then again, i've this niggling feeling...it's juz one-sided
haha not v flowing also lar
true la,因为害怕，我们宁可或在不明不白中。
WELL...
but i feel that 暧昧的存在，是要看双方面对彼此的感情。。。
当然，你感觉他与你很亲切的时候，可能是你自作多情？
ai mei is when both RECOGNISE it is happening. rite
but got irony leh
其实，感情的事，不能三言两语而说出的。。。
it may be one-sided. cos u never can totally judge and be sure of the other party's thinking
haha yes, cannot..
hard to express
the thing abt ai mei-ness is that u dun have the answers, it's irritating
暧昧其实是没有答案的。。。
it's not just ai-mei times tat u dun have the answers, but what makes it EVEN more irritating is that there is this extra tinge of POSSIBILITY lurking around somewhere but u dunno if it really exists or where it belongs
所以说，要看缘分。两人可能有缘无份，或者是当时的情形， 使得彼此不能对彼此坦白多一点。
看他的email时候，让我想起我对别人的感受。。。
sure.. but abt yuan fen.. well.. 相识已经是一种缘份。
我比较相信， 更多时候。。。你需要其他元素。才会圆满。
当然。。。
听过这句话吗：。。
“缘是天意， 份时人为。”
我觉得，当你真正喜欢一个人的时候，你会很留意她的一举一动，对于她于你交谈时，也有不一样的感觉。

Well...what transpires out of this? Just feel that there's always a part of us who wants to drum up the courage to tell the other half what you feel strongly of him/her, yet, you might not be able to do so.

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