I'm hyped up over today's KL trip! It's gonna be fun with Andy, Lai and Yings! Well, I can JUST imagine it now...
But at the back of my mind, bigger issues loom?
Hopefully they are laid to rest during the trip. Fun fun fun!
U just need to stop thinking, 'cos thinking would cause ya to hate everything? Yea?
Shacked?
Yea I am.
Oh wells. Today went on fine, except that I've no affinity with contact lenses and buses (again). Took 28, and it gave me a tour of Tampines. Ended up 25 minutes late. And I wasn't the only one late. Phew.
Someone was pretty hyper despite the lack of sleep. Thought you would be tired. Or maybe it's because I'm old already. Hyperness for sleep? Maybe.
But the games went on pretty much without a hitch. But off schedule. And we went to Pasir Ris Park for our beach games.
Fun, fun, fun.
Loved the part on chasing TQ and making others wet. But then again, was seriously thinking why some of them are so quiet. They're supposed to ra-ra the freshies. Should I step up a gear tml? I'd admit, I wasn't much in the ra-ra mood today...still tired. Sigh.
And meeting dates, clashes with an important day, plus my KL trip. How?!
Lotsa things on my mind. I'm losing control?
Is it true that a guy and a girl can stay purely as friends? MAYBE...but not always?
Unsure of my direction, unsure of my path.
Indeed..."erratic, lost, and unsure of where to go."
Current Music: Lionel Richie - I Still Believe
Just backdating a blog post prior to leaving for Tampines, for the second day of games and activities.
First day was bad for me, 'cos it started off with me super late due to the (sudden) non-existence of 151. Frustrated, I took 154 from Jln Toa Payoh to Ngee Ann Poly, hoping to catch one of the extra 151s which just MIGHT appear there.
I was sorely disappointed.
Just barely made it to school on time. By then, most of the councillors were there. I was simply sheepish. Even my job was taken over by WL and TQ. Sighz.
Anyway, proceeded to meet up with my councillors in my grp - Yings, Celina and Jianlong. Yi Hui joined us shortly after.
Went through the orientation games in school and then proceeded for rehearsal of campfire songs. Been a while since I heard them. But anyway, I'm not a full-fledged outdoor Scout person so I did not know all of them well enough. But learning them was fun!
After lunch, we went to Bukit Timah Hill for our trekking, which lasted about 4 hours and 11km, to MacRitchie (which I know all too well...?) After that we went for Night cycling @ ECP, and most of the guys KO-ed in the bust. Simply amazing.
Night cycling was fun! (I need to have more of them next time...) Went on the Bedok 85 - Geylang - Esplanade route, which was simply full of danger and excitement! Not to mention that we detoured and took a big round around Old Airport Road. Haha. And my group had only 1 female councillor. Just guess. *lol*
In the end, we all ended at about 12.30am, and we all waved goodbye and proceeded home. A long day, a tiring day...But hopefully today's will be better!
Current Mood: 
Exhausted
Simply had my fair share of unhappiness in my life for night time talks.
Simply aint a good time for major events to happen.
But for deep thoughts, why not?
Just that, what you wish could happen, will never happen. Because, the circumstance dictate so.
If I wait, I lose.
If I give up, will I lose? I'm afraid to lose. Then again, won't anybody be afraid to lose?
To understand, to communicate...
Yet I'm missing something here.
And that's the name of my OG name for the just-concluded Absolut Engin Camp 2006. Scarela is part of the 3 OG house Ozzyland, comprising of Dory, Leo and Scarela.
And our House name is the butt of many jokes. One of which, was our motto (sorry for the adult-themed words):
This is the reason why the blog post is so slow. *lol*
Hyper
6 days more to go.
A step closer, yet, will it be resolved?
Maybe it'll just remain grey.
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Just watched the Portugal vs Iran match. And many more soccer matches before that. Realised that my time zone is slowly shifting to that of Germany's. Haha. So far, the big guns have yet to disappoint.
I'd take Argentina, Italy and the Czechs as more probable semi-finalists.
Of course, I dun bet ;)
And my bro's down with pox. Time to find something to ensure he's not overly bored at home (like computer games and anime) *lol*
Current Music: Natalie Imbruglia - Shiver
Pensive
And feeling so off-centered.
Yea, I sure do. Is it the Malaysia Withdrawal Symdrome (MWS) I'm having?
Oh wells.
Celebrated Aloysius' birthday at the Pizza Walker at Wisma, together with Genevieve, Grace, Ruhui, Wei Chuan and Guanyu.
It was a long time since I met up the S09 peeps, and boy, am I glad to meet up with them for a simple dinner, no less.
Missed the previous class outing off to Genting, feeling a little sore that I've my Rovers trip clashing head on with it, not to mention with the many other outings which my other friends had painstakingly planned.
And now, on to other matters...
Yesterday was a day to clear up my stuff. Throwing away some of those stuff which reminds me of those lost, putting away the old notes, and packing up some of my stuff. But it's not done.
And the question was thrown to me not once but twice yesterday. Did I reply correctly? Maybe it was time for me to face the facts and just say the truth.
Or was I trying to conceal my hurt?
Loving and hurting...reminds me of someone's blog.
Current Mood: Pensive
Current Music: HINS - You Yi Shou Ge
Now for pictures of the Trip...These are from my camera because the others are still...MIA-ed. Haha!
