Stupid Brown, just had to get himself sent off....so late :p
Should have been earlier. Better still. Man Utd so lucky to get away with a win :p
Anyway, left just before the half-time for Chelsea vs Tottenham...1-0 to Chelsea with a penalty (again) -__-""
Sleepy game....heh. But quite a no. of games with 1st half goals....at least that's good :D
Current Mood: 
Sleepy
Current Music: zZzZz...
Never had I seen 90,000 people crowding a stadium to the brim, and cheering on their respective sides...On another note, it might just be them cheering for the home crowd.
But nonetheless, it's a passion unseen before, and in a week's time, hopefully, Singapore would get the same Kallang Roar back again.
Played with passion and fire, but with some defensive lapses, Singapore no doubt showed that they are capable to doing something great should they set their mind and hearts to it.
Was watching with my guys for the match last night, and all 9 of us placed bets on Indonesia winning. But when Singapore took an unexpected 2nd minute lead, we were still saying that Indonesia gave chance. (Hint: Banda Aceh).
Still, a great game nonetheless.
Another 12 hrs or so before the roads start to get busy, with parents bringing their kids to their first day of school for the new year. For many, it would represent a new beginning in what they learn, for some, it may come as another day of hope.
It's a wonder, that after years of strife in Aceh province, that peace has been bilaterally agreed upon. Never in such dire circumstances had a truce been announced, as both parties decided to work hand in hand, for once, on searching for the dead, tending to the wounded, and helping those who managed to cling on barely another new lease of life.
The same goes for Sri Lanka, an island ravaged by years of war. It's people are suffering, but the war goes on. In my opinion, it's a pointless war, one which saps the govt budget and prevents investors from investing in the island. And with the disaster, the govt is literally holding up its hands in saying that they do not have the resources to deal with such a disaster.
A war provoked by a differing in ideologies certainly loses out to that of natural disaster. Mother Earth, at its disastrous best, had managed to create peace, even if it's for the time being. To me, this is a signal that Mother Nature still has a rein over our mortal foolishness in finding wars, in killing people, over some ideologies.
It definitely seems pitiful, yet reassuring that a disaster of such scale could quell months of fighting. Powerful, isnt it?
150,000 people. Where would their souls rest?
Like End of Days had said aptly, when there is no more room in Hell, the dead will walk on Earth.
Current Mood: 
In Thought
Current Music: Guy Sebastian - Angels Brought Me Here
A min of silence for those lives who were lost in the natural disaster, to the victims' families and to the many others whose lives were one way or another affected by this sudden act of God.
Till now, 150,000 people spread across 2 continents and many islands around the Indian Ocean are dead, with many more feared missing.
And what a way to celebrate the end of a dark 2004 and welcome 2005.
Current Mood: 
Sad
Current Music: -Silence-
Wondering why I'm at home at this time, when I actually wanted to go over to Zouk or Orchard for the terrific countdown...but with the natural disaster that occurred, no one seemed to be in the mood for celebration. Live telecast of the Foam Party over @ Sentosa is off, and no fireworks. So, we call it a 'Black New Year' huh...
Today morning, went camp, had soccer, and ran a little, but overall due to the rain it was not really productive. Heh. But we still had a great coy bond and I think that was what is required. Esp. with the latest changes.
Afternoon, it was KTV with some of the guys (Yong Ee, Jansen, Sebastian, Wei Xiong, Vijay, Thomas, Kok Fong, Selestine, Kevin & Lionel). Was a great outing, but as usual, not a good singer. Hehz. Need to train, maybe I'll put that as a resolution -ponders-
Then met up with Jiahui for a dinner, well actually I was the one drinking and she was eating. lolx. Yeap, was supposed to go out but with the rain....haha. Plans aborted.
Now for some resolution making, some flashbacks to the past, some pondering I've been doing, some confessions I have...
2004 had been a pretty okay year for me. First up, the Commissioning Parade which I had done in Jan, on 'Ren Ri'. Definitely unforgettable, since it marked the end of a year of vigourous training in which we, as cadets, were pushed to our limits and tested our tolerance for pain. Getting SOM, was really an honour. Nevertheless, I've yet to receive my Sword Case yet. It's gonna be 1 year since I commissioned, and no sword case so... -.-'
Then there was the posting to my current unit, 6DSMB, which was pretty ok. I mean, location-wise. Work-wise, hectic, but somehow I feel that if I were one of the men, I would be doing much more. I dunno why, but just get that feeling. I have to command and do stuff, and sometimes when u task ppl to do the stuff you require, you wonder whether you will learn. No upper-study, had to learn from scratch, and still learning till this very day.
And the events which unfolded around the world. The recent natural disaster claiming so many lives that actual figures are skyrocketing like the NASDAQ index during the blue-chip boom. And the rebuilding of the Nicoll Highway, which will be passable to traffic soon.
Spent a portion of my time on NDP, a rather big project to me indeed. Logistics availability in form of food and drinks to all participants and working party was difficult to manage initially, but I soon got a hold of it. Nonetheless, I've lashed out at people who are not cooperating, and thinking bad, I know it's just my fault.
And a mind which is not ready for relationship also. I guess I am more enthu about my work than relationship, and I find it tiring. Am I ready? I think not. Crushes too. And friendships forged. Online friends met during the year. In the back of mind, I feel that I'll just let nature take its course and see how it goes.
Other projects upcoming for me after the NDP period were the ICT, which was interesting as I met one of my teacher's in it! Following it was the AHM 21km run, definitely a good experience. Running till shagged, legs screaming and feet aching.
Then I changed from SA PC to become the HA PC. Another change of environment. A different way to deal with personnel. But it's a challenge. I often wondered whether the lack of upper-studying would affect, and I felt it certainly did. Working in-sync with all the guys from SA and HA, I definitely learnt and benefitted. Thank you all guys. I really owe to you ppl.
And also the weddings which I attended. Samantha's and Yvonne's. Not to forget Wing Guan's upcoming one in 07 Jan. They were great events, and unforgettable also. ;)
And for the upcoming year, lotsa stuff to do. SAFISAM, Cobra Challenge, Unit Anniversary. Lotsa stuff to keep me occupied till I ORD. I just wish I do not need to ORD 2 months earlier, 'cos I really feel like going through the entire APD.
The best movies for this year, would have to go to The Incredibles and Spiderman 2. Kung Fu Hustle must be one of the lamest movies for this year (Welcome back Stephen Chow!).
-Happy New Year 2005!-
As for my New Year Resolutions, just to keep it simple, are to do well in my upcoming studies, as well as to wish all friends and relatives good health and good luck :) Others, I shalt not elaborate. lol.
I wish all the best to my friends and colleagues in my unit, esp. those close dudes. Thanks for all your help throughout the year, and the remaining months during my stay in the unit. Without you, I doubt we could have done well. Cheers!
All the best in your endeavours!
Current Mood: 
NY Mood!
Current Music: 93.3 FM Top 100 Countdown on Radio
Hmmm. Did I do a wrong move? A mistake? Maybe I should not have pushed my luck too far and tried for a hard method to get ppl to help me out. But weighing the requirements, I just felt that it was the right way to go. I require help, and there I have the exact solution in front of me...Yet I tried to force it down the person through my command decision.
Was I not thinking straight? I dunno. Reflecting back, maybe I was too harsh. And too forceful. Not really my style of work, but when things need to get done, that is the method to use...or is it? Ordering ppl to do things which they do not like, not my SOP.
Just another bad move I did on a long, weary and cold day -.-
Current Mood: Sad
Current Music: Love Is A Soldier (Club Mix)
The Sand, The Sun, The Sea...
Successfully conducted the Coy Outing over @ Sentosa Beach, coupled with the beach games (volleyball, soccer, dipping) and a mini-'Amazing Race' for the guys in the Eastern and Central parts of the Island. Though we had only 3 days to effectively plan, recce and come out with the questions and how the how game was to work, I must say it was pretty well done given the short period of time.
And this event is remembered for the only group which failed to reach all 5 checkpoints...ended up with 200 pushups. Mwah~
And of course, hoped that all who attended had enjoyed themselves thoroughly. ^_^
After the event officially ended, with prize presentations, makan and some souvenirs for those present, it was time for R&R, and the party broke with the soccer dudes, the volleyball guys and the swimmers/suntanners. Mainly the younger lot, and it was certainly refreshing after all the morning activities. I guess they aint tired out...yet. :P
Joined the guys for some beach volleyball, and it was definitely fun! Well, been some time since I last went to the beach, and volleyball too. ;) And not to forget those who joined in...*ahem*ShiangHan/KokFong*ahem* haha. Great fun, and ended with the volleyball in the coconut tree nearby when Lionel attempted a kick to 'save' the ball...And wad happened was a ant-infested, camera clicking attempt to try to save the ball off the top of the tree. And, cameras aint from me...haha. Ended up with a lotta ppl crowding and looking up the tree as we tried to look for the ball and attempted to take the ball down. Climbing was useless as I ended up only halfway up the tree...Later we borrowed the ladder and a paddle for Vijay to poke it down, but resulted in having red ants raining down on us.
After that scare, we searched for longer sticks, and I managed to find a bamboo pole which fits the bill. Tied up the paddle with the bamboo pole, and voila! We've gotten ourselves one freakin' long pole to poke the ball. With the ladder, we situated it slightly away from the tree to prevent a repeat of the red-ant episode, and Vijay gingerly went up to poke the ball down, which was successful...finally.
All the expense just to save a ball. wahahah.
I think I gonna get sunburn sia....all the heat. Plus, sleepy....zzz. Dinner later. Geez! -_-"
zzz
Really dazed and shack. Mentally more than physically, esp. during the recent months.
Did I do something wrong? What's wrong with me? I just don't get it. The feeling just aint there.
Running also getting slower. I think if I take IPPT now, sure die. Dunno why. -.-
Is it something I've not done? Concentrating too much to work? Neglecting my physical fitness?
Maybe I AM putting too much effort. Then again, maybe I am not.
People comment that NSF should just do work, not too much, just nice would be good. Do it right, just don't get on the wrong side of your superiors, and a smooth 2.5 years...or so they say.
I like my job, yet...the fact remains that SAF (as a whole) doesnt recognise NSFs who dedicate themselves during their short stint in army.
And I'm talking of so many NSFs whom I've seen in my short stint as PC. Matthew, Kok Seng, Kumar, Xingda, Vijay, Jon etc... Maybe the unit recognises them...but more than that? I doubt so...
I wonder why. Are such ppl, in their eyes, not good? Why get ppl who can't work?
Letting those who are promising and with the passion and talent go, yet allow those unproven to sign on, not knowing what they can contribute.
Then again, I'm not pointing fingers at all those who signed on even before the day they step into SAF. I'm talking about those present, eating, sleeping, talking, working with us. Each has their own story. Each has their own working habits. Each has his/her own good points. Each has their own shortcomings. No one is perfect.
Perfection...a word, almost deviod of meaning now. What IS perfection? Searching for the answer, yet not finding it, certainly brings one to a non-conclusion.
Life sucks. Live it.
Just a ranting on a cool windy day...
Current Mood: 
Emotionless
Current Music: Chang Dong Liang - Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui
After a hiatus of not blogging....man, it just feels weird to be typing....again :p Just woke up from a deep slumber, yesterday was really a sweaty night sia...took so damn long to find the bar where the guys are out for Jansen's bday party. lolx.
Finished my NFSU2 already, all cars unlocked, but due to the older version (w/o patch), couldn't unlock the final wide body kit. Manz...it doesnt bother me already. hahaz.
Recently was quite tired and busy due to so much stuff to handle, quite a lot to learn at the same time. Personally doing the reports really make you understand and learn more. Besides, learning from scratch aint easy.
On top of that, I can see the end of the tunnel! lolx. Not that I'm wishing for it, but the new cadet/officer-to-be, Allan, who is my replacement has finally come for OJT! Alas, his ORD is just 3 mths from mine, which effectively speaking does not really help much. Huh. Oh well. At least he would be in for a big 'Arrow'. Mwhahaha. Brought him around to have a look, and got him to read up on the CWP and TM on the first day, after briefly explaining what the entire 6DSMB organisation and working procedure is like. Of course, 1 day aint enough to cover all, and he has only 1.5 weeks of attachment, which is so little compared to what I had (3.5 weeks) in 6DSMB last year at this time. Intending to let him more into my jobscope as well as what the guys down on the ground do, so it's time to get hands dirty :evil:
Yesterday met up with Elton, Elvin, Jiahao, Sam and Kok Seng...the ORD batch. Dinner @ Yoshinoya. Oh and SSG Koh also joined in, Shiang Han was there also. Quite good to meet up with them after a long long time. All ard the same, not much changes, except Sam....his hairdo was.... -nothing to say-.
Played CS with them after dinner, but Kok Seng din join us...otherwise it would be a 4 on 4 fair match. lolx. Played at Parklane, and MSG Lee and CPT Don were supposed to join in, but both did not make it. So it was a 4 on 3 match, quite funny and good game. Elton and Jiahao at their best. lol. First to kill must be Elton :evil: otherwise I cant win hahahaz.
After CS, bid farewell, and joined the other group of guys, over at Duxton Rd. Really had no idea how to get there, nearly lost my way despite taking the NEL. Got directed wrongly, and ended up at Lucky Chinatown. After realising where EXACTLY they were supposed to be, I finally met up with the HA guys, who were already partying away. Stayed on, drank and played cards with them, after all it was a day to chill out. Nonetheless, soon it was to part, and when I reached home to wash out and sleep, it was a deep slumber sia. lolx.
Current Mood: 
Awake
Current Music: The Lazy Boyz - Sweet Child Of Mine