Shacked?
Yea I am.
Oh wells. Today went on fine, except that I've no affinity with contact lenses and buses (again). Took 28, and it gave me a tour of Tampines. Ended up 25 minutes late. And I wasn't the only one late. Phew.
Someone was pretty hyper despite the lack of sleep. Thought you would be tired. Or maybe it's because I'm old already. Hyperness for sleep? Maybe.
But the games went on pretty much without a hitch. But off schedule. And we went to Pasir Ris Park for our beach games.
Fun, fun, fun.
Loved the part on chasing TQ and making others wet. But then again, was seriously thinking why some of them are so quiet. They're supposed to ra-ra the freshies. Should I step up a gear tml? I'd admit, I wasn't much in the ra-ra mood today...still tired. Sigh.
And meeting dates, clashes with an important day, plus my KL trip. How?!
Lotsa things on my mind. I'm losing control?
Is it true that a guy and a girl can stay purely as friends? MAYBE...but not always?
Unsure of my direction, unsure of my path.
Indeed..."erratic, lost, and unsure of where to go."
Current Music: Lionel Richie - I Still Believe
Just backdating a blog post prior to leaving for Tampines, for the second day of games and activities.
First day was bad for me, 'cos it started off with me super late due to the (sudden) non-existence of 151. Frustrated, I took 154 from Jln Toa Payoh to Ngee Ann Poly, hoping to catch one of the extra 151s which just MIGHT appear there.
I was sorely disappointed.
Just barely made it to school on time. By then, most of the councillors were there. I was simply sheepish. Even my job was taken over by WL and TQ. Sighz.
Anyway, proceeded to meet up with my councillors in my grp - Yings, Celina and Jianlong. Yi Hui joined us shortly after.
Went through the orientation games in school and then proceeded for rehearsal of campfire songs. Been a while since I heard them. But anyway, I'm not a full-fledged outdoor Scout person so I did not know all of them well enough. But learning them was fun!
After lunch, we went to Bukit Timah Hill for our trekking, which lasted about 4 hours and 11km, to MacRitchie (which I know all too well...?) After that we went for Night cycling @ ECP, and most of the guys KO-ed in the bust. Simply amazing.
Night cycling was fun! (I need to have more of them next time...) Went on the Bedok 85 - Geylang - Esplanade route, which was simply full of danger and excitement! Not to mention that we detoured and took a big round around Old Airport Road. Haha. And my group had only 1 female councillor. Just guess. *lol*
In the end, we all ended at about 12.30am, and we all waved goodbye and proceeded home. A long day, a tiring day...But hopefully today's will be better!
Current Mood: 
Exhausted
Simply had my fair share of unhappiness in my life for night time talks.
Simply aint a good time for major events to happen.
But for deep thoughts, why not?
Just that, what you wish could happen, will never happen. Because, the circumstance dictate so.
If I wait, I lose.
If I give up, will I lose? I'm afraid to lose. Then again, won't anybody be afraid to lose?
To understand, to communicate...
Yet I'm missing something here.
And that's the name of my OG name for the just-concluded Absolut Engin Camp 2006. Scarela is part of the 3 OG house Ozzyland, comprising of Dory, Leo and Scarela.
And our House name is the butt of many jokes. One of which, was our motto (sorry for the adult-themed words):
晚上我们是Orgyland
Interesting. Too many jokes already. Too many high moments. From day 0, it just concluded with an ultra-high mega-mix of a cheer yesterday night.
Games Day...Day 1!
Supper @ Prata Store
SP Night (free food for them hor)
The Pictures we take. Muhahaha.
Never fails to make me laugh.
My OG was simply onz. And to say hyper is really an understatement. The guys were SUPER DUPER high. I'd had known that we would win the Best OG before the awards presentation, because I could feel the synergy and bonding we had. Just that the award name was...Most Siao On Group.
Totally fitting.
And our house was a big winner, having taken 5 of the 16 awards available.
4 days, but less than 20 hrs of sleep in total. What a personal record.
It was really a great camp. But now, I'm just hoping to recover my voice, let my Rovers dry run finish successfully, and to let my KL trip run smoothly. Hopefully, it does. But yet, I can see a couple of problems creeping up on me.
Now to round up this
This has gotta be the best pic.
P.S. Now STILL having a major nudging mass chat on MSN with the dudes for Scarela. Oh man. MIA mode certainly helps
This is the reason why the blog post is so slow. *lol*Current Mood:
HyperCurrent Music: Wang Lee Hom - Follow Me
6 days more to go.
A step closer, yet, will it be resolved?
Maybe it'll just remain grey.
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Just watched the Portugal vs Iran match. And many more soccer matches before that. Realised that my time zone is slowly shifting to that of Germany's. Haha. So far, the big guns have yet to disappoint.
I'd take Argentina, Italy and the Czechs as more probable semi-finalists.
Of course, I dun bet ;)
And my bro's down with pox. Time to find something to ensure he's not overly bored at home (like computer games and anime) *lol*
Current Music: Natalie Imbruglia - Shiver
A good talk yesterday night certainly helped. Esp. when u're like bursting at your seams, waiting to flare, waiting to go berserk. And someone helps you turn on the safety valve to release the stored-in energy.
Confusion certainly reduced. But still there's lots more to be done.
There's one thing why I keep most things to myself, 'cos I do not place my trust in others that easily. Or at least, when I know they would know the people involved in the dilemnia/problem which I am facing.
I've faced that a couple of months ago, and it really failed miserably. Trust someone to give others information and then turn it back on you. Why have that happened? Because some people surely cannot keep their mouths shut.
I'm guilty of that too. I'm sure.
That's why, I'm not that sure of telling others of my problems, because in the end, they can only offer suggestions. Hehs.
And I nearly flared up at a meeting, if not for me checking on myself. Cos I was freakin' pissed. Pissed at others not giving the correct focus, pissed that they are just plain bored and ignoring an important discussion.
If you ignore others, beware of the same thing which befalls on you, when you are leading a discussion and someone simply ignores you. Feel what they feel. Think before you act. 'Cos I doubt some people do.
Current Mood:
PensiveCurrent Music: Guang Liang - Hai Bian
Did I do something wrong? Or did I not?
Was I part of the process making it worse? Or was I not?
I can't find the answer, u're not here to provide me with one.
Time relaxes, time heals.
Maybe, only TIME will tell.
Current Music: Cranberries - Zombie
Yet, I feel ignored.
Sometimes, feeling left out.
SMSes, MSNs and other form of communication devices
Left obsolete?
I dunno, I can't tell.
Reasons aplenty.
Looking up at the night sky, how I wished you were here.
And hoping, that you're seeing the same sky as I do here.
Current Music: Barry Manilow - Can't Smile Without You
And feeling so off-centered.
Yea, I sure do. Is it the Malaysia Withdrawal Symdrome (MWS) I'm having?
Oh wells.
Celebrated Aloysius' birthday at the Pizza Walker at Wisma, together with Genevieve, Grace, Ruhui, Wei Chuan and Guanyu.
It was a long time since I met up the S09 peeps, and boy, am I glad to meet up with them for a simple dinner, no less.
Missed the previous class outing off to Genting, feeling a little sore that I've my Rovers trip clashing head on with it, not to mention with the many other outings which my other friends had painstakingly planned.
And now, on to other matters...
Yesterday was a day to clear up my stuff. Throwing away some of those stuff which reminds me of those lost, putting away the old notes, and packing up some of my stuff. But it's not done.
And the question was thrown to me not once but twice yesterday. Did I reply correctly? Maybe it was time for me to face the facts and just say the truth.
Or was I trying to conceal my hurt?
Loving and hurting...reminds me of someone's blog.
Current Mood: Pensive
Current Music: HINS - You Yi Shou Ge