我这里天快要黑了 那里呢 我这里天气凉凉的
那里呢 我这里一切都变了 我变的懂事了
我又开始写日记了 而那你呢 我这里天快要亮了
那里呢 我这里天气很炎热 那里呢 我这里一切都变了
我变的不哭了 我把照片也收起了 而那你呢
如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是深爱着对方 像开始时那样
握着手就算天快亮 我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方 像结束时那样
明知道你没有错 还硬要我原谅 我不会原谅 我怎么原谅
就是想你，怎样？
就是爱你。又怎样?
Wow. Nice song...for my friend out there who's depressed...cheer up yea?! :) Things will get better for you and her ;)
Was super tired today. Met up with CK and Candice at Clementi today to settle the Treasurer stuff, and now I've officially relinquished my Treasury duties! Woohoo!
But more stuff awaits for me. Haz.
Was tired during tutorials. 2 1-hour tutorials do not help when you mind is blank, or you have not done your work. But at least, I thought I understood the equations and its meanings. Hmms. I need to get down to studying and DOING the work.
Informal booth session at Central Library turned out pretty well! And Guanyu was interested in joining the diving! Yay! And take care dude ;)
Went for chemistry lecture, a 2 hour one. Totally conked out. Dunno why also. But it was pretty bad. Had a cup of coffee prior to the lecture, but was losing to the fight with the Zee-Monster halfway through the first hour of the lecture. Totally shacked. During the break, asked Daryl (the guy who stood next to me whilst commissioning! Wow!) to help me get a cup of coffee should he pass by Dillys'.
And I just promptly KOed at my seat.
The KO was so superb, I did not even realise he swopped my empty cup with a filled up of coffee.
Thanks a lot dude! I was very surprised that I did not notice the change in cups, and I really owe you big time. Haha.
Caffeine sure makes me high.
Joked about a lotta stuff during the 2nd half of the lecture. And it sure made life less boring. Sn2 reactions being termed as the infamous "backside" reaction. More crap on "sexiness" and the bo liao things I say.
Yea I kinda forget things easily. Brain non-functional. A cuppa coffee, bring it on.
A cuppa sure makes one high. Just do not add Daryl's genes into it, or add laxatives. Do it at your own risk.
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a new day
birds chirping
a whole new morning
a better perspective to life
a great night out
enjoying the wind in my face
running down roads so empty
looking within, am I also too?
coasting from place to place
returning to places long forgotten
shoring back old memories
and creation of new ones
Well, at least I managed to clear almost all my CP. Some places (as usual) are damn ulu. Sheesh. Gian to say, but cannot -_-"
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Current Music: Zhou Jie Lun - Bai She Feng Zhen
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Not really 北...more like a West-East recce for the night.
Started off with me being taken over at the wheel, highs were built up, and ended on a zombie-fied mood (I couldn't expect more after 9 hours of recce, can I?), albeit with a great sun-rise on my drive home.
Thanks a lot! To Ah Mu, CK, Yings and Zhai...It was a nice night for recce, despite having Zhai leave half-way. A carload of Jay Chou lovers sitting in the car listening to Jay's songs (not the new one though, hahaha) and humming to the melodious tunes.
And the great places we visited. Frosted windows in cars. Hordes of...*ahem*. Cockroach infested areas. Bakpoks. Not to mention an ultra-ulu, rundown area. And lotsa more...
I love night activities. Not recce itself, but because you get to be with friends doing a common activity. Haha. Thought it would be a good way to break the ice. Like the 3 people sitting at the back watching a movie on my laptop, like how I realised Ah Mu is damn funny and ingenious with the type of possible questions, like how CK was very focused in achieving his goals, and turned up with perfume on his singlet (wad's that combo again?!), like how Zhai was enthusiastic about the recce (except for the fact she had to return home early), like how I played slow (and sad?) songs which put ppl to dreamland faster than you can say "What do you think of the song?", like how Yings was super hyper (haha!). Basically hor, all of us could be said as zi-hai la. haha.
Good? Bad? It depends on how YOU view it in the end.
For me, I'd prefer to look on the brighter side of life and bask in its goodness. Take away the happy moments which could be taken away. These would be the memories for us, for the 5 of us.
And as the day slowly brightened up around us, I sent the rest home, all obviously tired from the long night. Hope you guys had fun! Haha, things can get better! Just let loose, enjoy! (Like my lameness which someone is oblivious to).
Rest well and catch up on sleep! Time to plan a second recce for those places which have not been explored yet. It should all work out fine, I hope. Wednesday...
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Current Music: Zhou Jie Lun - Tui Hou
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bad feeling about a lotta stuff.
surely someways could be explored to help create a better working atmosphere for all?
understanding...where has it evaporated to?
committment...where has it gone to?
Love the nights at SSA, after a good late run in the evenings, sitting there by the grandstand, watching others exercise, admiring the peek-a-boo tricks of the stars in the dark (and cloudy) skies.
Lightning flashed in the distance. Was actually hoping I was running in the rain. It didn't happen.
Had a nice talk to Candice despite the super poor reception for Starhub phones at SSA. A lot of things to throw up, but I do not know who to throw to. Would there be consequences if I threw it up wrongly? I'd bet there is.
Night recce later, yet problems arise. Do I wish to have such problems? I'm fighting fire everyday. I'm getting a little drained. And a coalition government ain't helping. Haha.
Time to get a nap...
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Numb?
Not numb. Just tired that I've to keep repeating myself. But maybe, to repeat is to reinforce ideas. But was it so? It did not happen that way.
Exasperation was overcome by the need to study. And study I did. A test for today, managed to mug in time from 0100hrs to 0400hrs today, then slept and woke up at 0930hrs to get ready for school.
And all my tutorials are left lying in a stack.
Swept them up, placed into the file, and my wind just wandered...
Goals. Committments. Human relationships. Work. Initiative.
It's comforting to know that there are people who are willing to work, willing to sacrifice. And it really pisses me (sorry abt e choice of words) that some are not willing to be forthcoming about their own committments and dedication.
15 people is all we got. Do you realise it? Or maybe it's time for some totalitarian stand. Then no questions ASKED.
Thanks to yings and zhihui for help me out during this time. My secretaries are sure a great bunch. Haha...looking forward to working more with u 2!
Juggling, juggling. As always.
And I heard a funny story just only. Haha. I need something to light up my life now. Boring me settling in. Yea. Just wondered also, why din I have such light-hearted/funny moments. Is it me? My style? Sighs. Or maybe, I'm too into the fun, that I forget the fun moment itself.
Blabbering, I am.
Current Mood: Sleepy
Current Music: Wang Xin Ling - Huang Hun Xiao
Lovewrecked...to be honest, is a cheesy cheap chick flick. Haha. But it's kinda nice and cute (not to mention the periods of lame humour were...to die for). It's been a while since I've watched such movies, and it's fun too!
Today was a long day, simply because things ain't going as planned. Or were they planned for failure in the first place? Just need to sort out some issues. And not to forget my ever-increasing stack of work whenever I turn back. Oh well.
Fun day, today...Busy schedules sure do not help in creating nice times for a nice outing. Sighs. But I'm quite contented with what I have thus far, though we all wished that we had 48 hours in a day. Haha.
Maybe I'll need to find myself shipwrecked in an 'ulu' island. Keep me in suspense, keep me in denial. But just lemme have the fun first. 
Current Music: F.I.R. - Tian Tian Ye Ye
I'd bet it's all over the news now, and many of you might have heard of it. Here's the story from BBC.
Was walking down the steps of YIH, where there was this huge screen showing CNA the whole day, with Yings en route to Rovers table for some poster flooding, and we could not believe the news. It was more of a...shocker. Yups. Shocking isn't it? And the cause of the death was so rare, you won't have seen it coming. I mean, what's the chances of being speared by a stingray during a dive expedition??
It was such fun watching his shows, and it's a pity that we've lost such an interesting guy on the google box, someone whose personality exudes confidence and makes us wanna know more about the natural world out there. Someone, who helps us connect with nature, through our own invention, the google box.
It's so sad. And the ironic thing was that he got killed by nature. The irony of it all.
Well on MSN, this messag is what I got:
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Turtle for Steve Irwin...
Realised how much I've lagged in my other areas of life.
Like not having my regular running sessions. Or my swimming routine being in tatters now with all the stupid tutorials. Not to mention, a looming test tomorrow and on thursday. Geez.
And Cyclohunt's approaching.
A lot of things have to be done, believe it or not. Whether we like it or not. We can change what's passed down, yes, but do we have the time to? Do EVERYONE have the time to?
Sometimes some people do not think of the big picture and they stubbornly push on for their own ideas. Sometimes people do not understand what it means by letting others know of your committments.
That's all set to change.
I need the sun in my eyes, the rain on my face, the water at my body, and a night to remember. Then again, I just need time to relax. Do I have?
I'm somehow contented that I'm not attached. Is it a plus? In a way, I'm not letting the other person down with my work and studies. I'll bore her, I think. So that's a good thing I guess. I'm busy, and well, it didn't work out once before, would it EVER work out again? Sighs. No time to think of this.